Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Composing and Love

Composing is just like falling in love. Sometimes it feels good at first but then it loses all meaning as time goes on. But sometimes, it feels good and then it grows truer and truer with every passing moment. And when trying too hard to re-create the latter, the former is inevitable.

2 comments:

  1. oh dear...

    the whole focusing on the future... and realizing the inevtiable will happen when you know it will scenario...
    it's hopeful. i understand.

    but in having such a great passion with a composition or something near the sort-
    you have to embrace it and
    leave the chains and thoughts... that go along with the what if's... uh what can i compare this to...

    okay um... the not knowing... the spontaneious.. the uh... what do they call it.. unexpected.

    YES. your composition has the intent with you knowing it.
    the intent to be like the good kind of love and doesnt result to going back to what it could of been. or what you might of thought would happen. hence the word inevitable....

    any words.
    just stop. do something else. and it will come to you when it's ready.

    inquire within for a more in depth conversation,
    i'll be in the city tomorrow aka sunday. i am going to try and get there for sunrise. my thing i did last fall semester. and what i need to do now.

    by the way i hate when someone across the way turns out their light and i am still up. not that i am looking into their window, just the warmth from the light let's me know i have some kind of company staying up with me, i am used to seeing many lights in manhattan, here you only have a few to depend on.
    'enough of that.

    ps- i have horrible procrastination problems

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